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5,000 Miles Away from my heart

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 1, 2008, 11:53 PM
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Diary of Jane
  • Reading: Love Rules by Dandi Daley Mackall
  • Watching: A car show? I dunno...
  • Drinking: Apple juice
:headbang: :heart: JESUS ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :heart: :headbang:
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5,000 miles away.
What did you think would happen?
He wouldn’t forget you existed?
Forget you loved him?

Did you think girls wouldn’t notice him unoccupied?
Wouldn’t notice that hand that’s not held anymore?
I don’t think you understand what would happen
When you left, you left and you lost.

Lost everything you ever cared about,
Everything you ever dreamed was perfect
Everything you think is sweet and peaceful in this world.
It’s gone.

Because without him what good is it?
Why live,
Why breathe,
Why try anymore?

I’ll tell you the truth
He’s not yours any longer.
You can’t do anything about it because you’re a nobody
And Nobody’s…they get nothing.

Living this life, you win and you lose.
What is the importance, why do we try?
To live this life, without sacrifice.
He was mine, I loved him once.

But now that girl, pretty, pink, and clean
Engraves her mark on his heart where she’ll stay,
Because you,
You’re 5,000 miles away.

You can’t do anything,
Can’t change it,
Can’t act.
Live with it darling, this life’s regret.

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^^^I love this, it's my new favorite piece.^^^^

Well, I was SO happy last weekend and last week. Haha, I was so joyful. People were like who's this? Then, I have my fall now. I'm getting upset again. And just earlier this evening I was telling people how I REFUSE to get upset and REFUSE to let people get me down. I still praise God in the storm but jeez...Why do I have so many dang storms? Life just sucks sometimes...Really bad...
Oh well though. :) How are all you guys? I miss ya! Haven't posted a journal or talked to anyone in a while. Been really busy with school and life.
It was officially 20 below zero the other morning...and it's dropping further today. I HATE THE COLD AND SNOW! Sorry, :) needed to get that out. Haha...

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Depressing Jen. (Sorry guys)



96% of teens won't stand up for God. Put this on your page if you're one of the 4% who will.

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*a1daisyduck:icona1daisyduck: 1 day 12 hours ago
You're very welcome. :hug: :)

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*a1daisyduck:icona1daisyduck: Nov 27, 2008, 9:16:48 PM
:hug: You're welcome! :)

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~foreignmind:iconforeignmind: Nov 26, 2008, 9:31:48 AM
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~Kekerzzz:iconKekerzzz: Nov 25, 2008, 11:33:17 PM
yeah, srry :hug: you'll figure it out :)

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*a1daisyduck:icona1daisyduck: Nov 24, 2008, 8:49:16 PM
:hug: You're welcome.

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~Uncaged:iconUncaged: Nov 23, 2008, 11:05:28 PM
thanks for the fav!

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*a1daisyduck:icona1daisyduck: Nov 23, 2008, 10:04:00 PM
:hug: No problem! :)

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~Uncaged:iconUncaged: Nov 23, 2008, 9:32:02 PM
thanks for the fav!

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*a1daisyduck:icona1daisyduck: Nov 20, 2008, 8:20:45 PM
:hug: You're welcome! :D

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*a1daisyduck:icona1daisyduck: Nov 12, 2008, 10:56:24 PM
:hug: You're welcome! :D

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=allison712:iconallison712: Nov 12, 2008, 7:59:34 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: of Summer Love! :hug:

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*a1daisyduck:icona1daisyduck: Nov 11, 2008, 7:59:17 PM
Hey...Thanks Keilah...I'm...not doing so great. Lol. But...uh, yeah. It'll be ok...I just needa figure out what's going on and how to get through it and what I needa do/say.

Thanks. :hug:

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*a1daisyduck:icona1daisyduck: Nov 11, 2008, 7:57:41 PM
:hug:

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~Kekerzzz:iconKekerzzz: Nov 10, 2008, 10:33:29 PM
:pray:

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~Kekerzzz:iconKekerzzz: Nov 10, 2008, 10:29:21 PM
Hey jen...I jus wanted 2 say hey :) I know life prolly sucks right now...hope yer doin ok despite everythin... :hug:

P.S. still prayin for u girl... :)

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*a1daisyduck:icona1daisyduck: Nov 9, 2008, 9:33:16 AM
:hug: You're very welcome! :)

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=Rummylovesyou:iconRummylovesyou: Nov 9, 2008, 8:59:37 AM
:wave: Thank you very much for the :+fav: on Run to you :hug: I really appreciate it ^^

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*a1daisyduck:icona1daisyduck: Nov 7, 2008, 9:43:00 PM
:) You're welcome.

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~Uncaged:iconUncaged: Nov 7, 2008, 8:59:24 PM
thanks for the fav!

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~Kekerzzz:iconKekerzzz: Nov 6, 2008, 11:55:16 AM
Yeah! Being home schooled you can kind of work around your schedule and stuff...idk...maybe it jus take gettin used to... :P but either way, home schooling is less stressful!
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*a1daisyduck:icona1daisyduck: Nov 4, 2008, 9:29:12 PM
:lol: That's how I feel going to public school.

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~Kekerzzz:iconKekerzzz: Nov 3, 2008, 10:25:33 PM
Eh...so busy with school! wow!
i had no idea it would be like this!!! I never have any time anymore!

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